My own detailed account of the first two years I spent as a non-consensual human experiment in what I believe is an illegal behavioral modification program run by God knows who using electronic weapons such as remote neural monitoring and synthetic telepathy. There are many of us who are forced to adjust to a reality we're not used to living in. Yes it is lonely, yes it is painful, yet it is as real as it's ever going to get. At first there was anger and confusion, but that gave way to understanding and then finally: acceptance. They have our minds online, and once connected they're not going to stop until they get what they want out of our brains. You are what you believe you are.