Have you ever looked around the body of Christ and struggled to find someone that resembled? I did, especiallly at the beginning of my walk. Everywhere I looked, all I saw was the perfect example of a Christian, and then there was me who was barely keeping it together. I felt as if something was wrong with me. Maybe I was just doing things wrong. That is, until I realized no one liked to share the dark parts from fear of judgement or being perceived as anything other than a "true" Christian. So, here it is. All of the struggles I had in the beginning of my walk with the Lord in the form of a poem collection. From feelings of resentment, anger, and frustration, to my struggles with my mental health. You may read, judge, or even relate. The choice is yours.