Sandy's life was busy and fulfilling. She loved the Lord, her family, and working with children. Being a teacher, working in music ministry, and having a private music studio were her expressions of her love for her Lord and using the gifts and talents He'd given her for His kingdom. When her life was completely interrupted by chronic pain and fatigue, she found herself bedridden with a prognosis of lifelong illness that would never improve. Why was the Lord allowing this? This is her account of her questions, doubts, struggles, and fears. Would her life ever be normal again? Would the Lord ever bring healing and a sense of purpose to her life again?