How long have I been on this ride? This is the time to board off. I lay my transgressions across this grass and let them turn into ash. All the affection that I had to give is gone. I’ve taken it all back and saved it for me. In my closure, I've realized that I'm capable of so much more. I've realized there are way more options available to me than I thought. I learned my lesson with you. Once that was realized, we went our separate ways. Maybe I cannot erase the memories we've shared, but I sure can erase your opportunities to reach me. I won’t let your muddy energy sabotage me. You lost me. So yes, enjoy whatever life you built without me. I will work to eclipse anything you could ever construct. I will have the entire world in the palms of my hands soon enough. I cannot wait to see the look on your face once you see that I am everything I said I'd be. I'll be granted with so many blessings that I shall be counting them for eternity. You'll be desperate to know my secret. Always remember that the last comes first. I been last my whole life. But now... I, savage writer - is first.