Cutting, coke, calling Nate . All three would help the clawing anxiety caused by the upcoming trial of Alex's father. All three would cause Dr. Cooper to rush home from his life-saving job to deal with his neurotic boyfriend. Adding watching kink to his list of coping techniques, particularly his secret medical fetish, helps until a little voice in his head persuades Alex to try one of his fantasies. Who knew that adult stars lie about their innocence and that acting out scenes can have horribly awkward painful consequences? It can also lead to your dreams coming true.