If a child doesn't have their mother in their life, often times their grandmother will stand in the gap. But can you imagine losing your mother and grandmother on the same day? That's exactly what happened to this little girl in the small town of Ahoskie. Not having these two people in her life would lead her on a journey full of hurt, pain, shame, and embarrassment. A journey that would have her searching for that special thing known as love. Reading this book will take you on an emotional roller coaster ride. It's so heart touching that it will have you in tears. You will begin to look at things in a different perspective. At times you will feel the pain of the author but at the end of the day you will see that GOD has been with her from childhood and begin to understand why she chose some of the paths she took on this journey. Grudges will try to hold you down and keep you in bondage. My prayer is that when you read this book you will truly understand how to find love through forgiveness. Warning: This book contains sexual and abusive content.