Gabriella Everybody processes grief differently. How am I supposed to move forward when the very soul that grounds me is taken away? I'm lost and confused to the point of all-consuming insanity. Insanity that has me seeing double. His presence both frightens and settles me. Regardless, this man calls to me in ways unexplained and I know to my core this is only the beginning. Drew Her beauty beckons me. Her lost soul calls to mine. I want to wrap her in my arms and tell her it'll be okay, but how can I when I'm as lost?