This is a composition of my feelings and thoughts over a fifty-five-year period .The ladies I loved and cared for deeply, and I still feel for them. I believe love never dies; it only weakens a little. But in the back of your mind, you never forget the good times and bad times that have brought you to these later years of thought. I was married twice. I know what youre going through with a broken heart and loneliness. I can sincerely say I have walked in your shoes. Sometimes its a blessing and sometimes its destiny, but we all know the hurt and sleepless nights with tears. My advice to you would be to write it all down in the night when your alone and slumber doesnt come. God bless.