Respair means restoration of hope. In this book, you will read about my life after a devastating car accident and my respair. This autobiography will make you laugh, cry, and most importantly, make you inspired. Beginning from the moment I awaken from having spinal cord surgery, I detail the steep peaks and valleys of my journey, overcoming all adversity and trauma from the healing to process with family and friends. I lose many battles but decisively win the war. Should you read this book? You will see just how deep the rabbit hole went before I eventually emerged. Respair has the rhythm of a blueprint for anyone to follow for inner peace and perseverance while building energy to surge forward.