T his book of poetry is based on my life. I am C.D. Guzman, and this was my childhood—crimes, abuse, and heartbreak laid out before you. In this raw and unflinching collection, I recount the tumultuous journey of growing up under the shadows of addiction, violence, and betrayal. Each poem captures a fragment of my past, turning pain into powerful verses that echo with resilience and honesty. From nights filled with fear to days marked by survival, these poems offer a glimpse into a world where love was often tangled with cruelty. Through my words, I seek not only to release my past but to offer hope and solidarity to those who have faced similar battles. This book is more than a recounting of my history; it is a testament to the strength of the human spirit and the healing power of self-expression. Welcome to my story. Welcome to my healing.